i dont know if this is the stimulants talking but...i fucking love this feeling. i love feeling thin. i love the feeling i get when people look at me. i want them to envy me.
i have to keep going. but not to worry. i do not want to look skeletal a la anorexic nicole richie. i just want to be pretty thin. i need to remember this feeling when i get the craving to eat again.
it was amazing. all i had yesterday was a bowl of cereal, lettuce and vinegar, popcorn, and steamed broccoli with a little tofu. i felt like a fatass eating that much and it was only 600 cals.
im ranting. but ive never felt this way before. its amazing. euphoric.
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