So yesterday I messed up in calculating the number of calories in a bag of popcorn. Needless to say, I ate a total of 600 cals. I can't believe how quickly I've become trained to be upset at that number. Also I got full from the popcorn and felt disgusting. I hate feeling satisfied now. I weighed myself this morning (drumroll please)......119 lbs.
Took 20mg adderall today. I have to finish this thesis. Today. And not eat.
I want my clothes to hang off of me. be delicate looking.
song? mmmmmm how about "Unattainable" by Little Joy:
Only when the goal is unattainable
Do I start to feel like I'm losing myself
And this deep secret that hasn't come out yet
Is burried down deep with the rest
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