I feel separated from my friends and housemates. They don't know what's going on inside my head, but anyone who reads this does. I've become so involved in schoolwork (it's exam period) and not eating that I feel distant toward them. It is nice to read other blogs and feel part of a community, though.
The lead singer wants me to myspace him, but I haven't updated my myspace in years. OBVIOUSLY I've been obsessing about updating it and making it cool. But now, when I friend him, he'll see that everything about my profile is newly updated and know that it was for him. This is the train of thought that goes through my mind. I'm crazy right? Or just lame.
I've been doing work all day and now I have to get ready for work work at 12. Then get up early and keep writing. One of my professors gave me an extension for a paper so I HAVE to complete it by then.
The boy has been really cute today in texting. It's weird, but this is definitely the best relationship I've ever been in. And it's going to end in two weeks when he leaves for the summer and I leave for medical school. In the words of Charlie Brown, "RATS!"
Sorry this is all over the place. My brain is going a million miles a minute.
Almost forgot: right now I'm eating 100cals worth of tofu plus 5cals of vinegar making my daily total 545. Not terrible considering I will have been awake today for 20 hours.
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