alright my little darlings here's whats new:
im currently finalizing plans to be flown to ***** <--- (i can't say the city b/c im paranoid someone will figure out what band he's from and tell him that i am a crazy psycho with an blog about her ED) b/c theyre playing a show there. i feel terrible. the boy doesn't know. i cant even imagine what he would do if he found out we were still texting, much less exchaning emails with pictures attached and planning trips together.... im a terrible girlfriend. BUT im at least making it happen so that i see the rockstar AFTER i get back from london bc the boy and i will be broken up by then. were only doing the long distance thing now, before the trip and then once i leave london it's goodbye for real. am i a bad person for not feeling too guilty about this whole thing?
i made up new rules for myself:
1. no eating until 12
2. no eating after 9
its crunch time. 2 weeks till london. and a month till rockstar time
the end.
So uh, why don't you just break up with him now??
ReplyDeleteYour plan sounds good...I'd change the no-eating before 12 to eating one small meal within 2 hours of waking up. It helps your metabolism.
For the evening, you really shouldn't eat after 7:00, but it's whatever. That's hard to do sometimes.