sorry for the absence. i've been out of town condo-hunting with my mother. i cant believe im moving in a month. crazyyyy. anyways the good news is i think weve found a place. hopefully the contract goes thru and everything.
anyways i have 7 days till the boy sees me and i want to loose 5lbs. im back to 119lbs which isnt terrible. but if i can be 114 ill be pretty happy.
the plan for today: one 190cal energy bar split in 2. and gym. if im hungry, celery. i also have to work. and run errands. so ill be keeping busy.
what im currently stressing about is work. i have to make up some elaborate lie that i have to move to mexico to be with my grandmother whos just had a stroke and care for her over the summer since we dont want to put her in a mexican nursing home and since my dad cant leave his practice and is an only child.
the only lie is that she hasnt had a stroke. she does live in mexico (im cuban and thats where my dad and his family moved after escaping) and my dad does have a private practice in cardiology that is only him so he wouldnt be able to take time off. i am just nervous about jinxing my abuelita.
the reason i have to do this is that im going out of town for 2 weeks and then i have to do this other convention modeling job for a week after that. and then i move to med school in mid july. i went into the job knowing all of this but theres no way i would get the job saying that i could only work a month. i feel bad...but what else can i do?
im off to the gym. bye loves.
ps these pics are from a blog called girl on fire.
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