im anxious
i cant sleep anymore without pills
and you know what im most concerned about? that if my mom found this blog, or my diet pills, or anything like that...id be most embarrassed that im not skinnier. does that make sense?
im not expressing myself very clearly.
also i need to be more like this for london. and my leadsinger. both of them will like me more like this.
i wish i had a dealer here. laskdfwenfnflskdfae
i know im not being good. but i dont want to be good right now. i have the rest of my life to be good. and only 2 months left to be terrible.
im being overly dramatic i know.
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